woensdag 21 april 2010


Warning: This post is very deep of nature and contains expressions of my being.
anyone who things feelings are bullshit,
or that guys who have them are pansies:
get the fuck out. Before you get sick.

Sometimes I wanna crawl up and die.
I don't even fit my own idealist convictions anymore.
how can I be one of a people when i feel not a people to belong too.
a stranger in my own world. my world?

I feel the words, but I don't hear them.
I hear the words, but don't feel them.
inaudible. unpenatrating.

From my point, I stand alone. and Laugh. and Weep.
How come I don't see the world like you do.
Is it because I have my eye's closed?
I don't think so!

It's not to late for me. I can start anew. we can start anew.
I feel it in my heart, my flesh and my bones.
I feel it when the energy surges though me.
I feel it when the adrenaline kicks in and takes over.
I feel it in my very being.
But mostly, when I see YOU,
The people.

vrijdag 9 april 2010

Hello again

seems like every post I make here should be Labled: long time no see :D

Hello again, why so old?,
Wasn't time your friend? I must be told
Hello again, it seems to long
Since we last met, how has it gone

Don't accept the blame, I would not complain,
'Cause i'm sure it wasn't your own fault
Thats you never made it out your vault
Just Lock the door, and find some time to scream
To scream again!

anyway, working on some schoolprodjects to get my mind of the, ah, schoolprojects :D
just reeled in the entire discography of 30 seconds to mars, hurray :D
(no, the lyrics inbetween are not from 30 seconds to mars =D)

You have no home, you lost your throne, where has it gone?,
Well it could all come back,
But you're being led by the walking dead,
You stumble and you cracked the ground,
You're pinned down...

awsomesauce link for y'all gamers:

sketches and updates on the progress coming.. tomorrow :D promise promise, really, Promise ^^

Hello Again, it's not that hard.
No Dead ends, even with the scars
- Hello Again by The Lost Prophets

zaterdag 3 april 2010

I thought that it was real
but I guess it's no big deal